More insights about my progressed Moon in Pisces... [View all]

...it has become pure suckitude.

I've been trying to figure out for weeks why I feel so. goddamned. vulnerable.

It is terrible. I have not felt this bad in years. This consistently scared. As a proud natal Moon in Capricorn, I typically deal with insecurity by burying it. That used to work. Lately, not working at all. And flower essences, gems, meditation all no go for emotional fortification.

Last night I figured it out. I feel more vulnerable than ever in my life because I am. What came through to me was that over the past two years, one by one, the things that passed for my security in life disappeared. Parents, sibling, surrogate grandmother, and eventually, a strong, older man who had been a consistent presence in my life for six years. (He kind of went crazy, alienated many friends and affectionates, including me, and it really hurt watching that happen.)

I've noticed that one manifestation of Pisces energies involves endings. I just didn't expect everything to end.