Ancient Wisdom and Pagan Spirituality

I'm preparing for her to go and knowing this final treatment is a bit of a long shot. She has cancer and heart disease, and the treatment for the first can cause the second to go bad..literally like ten cats in medical history to have this combo. But gotta try. She was an amazing companion for 11 years. So I owe her every chance.

Even though I know I'm going to get the call sometime in the next 18 hours that it didn't work.

Waiting is the worst...but if that phone rings, man I'm going to be a blubbering man. Hard to understand how a little ball of fur can make you feel so much love.