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libodem

(19,288 posts)
18. I can't believe I threw a public
Mon Nov 12, 2012, 04:29 PM
Nov 2012

Fit in here. I needed to go someplace and as I started to go I shattered. I started bawling over that feeling of 'it is not fair' and 'they just don't understand' and 'oh, my god, I did get that wrong', 'Ive hurt the feelings of others', 'it can not fixed', 'the damage to them and my reputation around here is irreparable', 'What was I thinking being straight and not just visiting by going for a full charter membership. (You guys owe me back the dues money and I can sell the uniform on Craig's list). My shoes got some shit on them when I hit the 'other side of the fence they threw me over'. (figuratively). I won't be staying in the viper, Hell pit full of pigs. You can't toss me in with those hatrers, like you wanted to. I got dirty but I climbed right back out and I still love you. I won't come near you again. I learned some empathy born of fear.

They will go on just fine without my help.

And I'm growing a pair.

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Thank you libodem Nov 2012 #1
anybody should be able to come here and cry. mopinko Nov 2012 #2
This message was self-deleted by its author seaglass Nov 2012 #3
this is a safe haven. mopinko Nov 2012 #4
This message was self-deleted by its author seaglass Nov 2012 #5
i know that many people read this group. that is why it must be a safe place. mopinko Nov 2012 #10
very True about Not Posting and Still reading fightthegoodfightnow Nov 2012 #12
I'm unsure any of MHSG follower can knowledgeably comment... HereSince1628 Nov 2012 #6
I didn't see it as mischief libodem Nov 2012 #7
I sorry, I didn't mean to intend/imply that. HereSince1628 Nov 2012 #8
I ran in here to cry libodem Nov 2012 #9
ilibodem fightthegoodfightnow Nov 2012 #13
Oh, thank you libodem Nov 2012 #17
This message was self-deleted by its author fightthegoodfightnow Nov 2012 #11
Please don't bring disputes with other DU members or complaints about DU itself into this group. hunter Nov 2012 #14
No complaint about DU was made fightthegoodfightnow Nov 2012 #15
thank you. mopinko Nov 2012 #16
I can't believe I threw a public libodem Nov 2012 #18
I second that. Freshout Dec 2012 #19
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