My Job Was Army Cook. But Ranger School Didn't Care, and I Wasn't Going Home Without a Tab

I joined the Army as a cook, thinking it would keep me out of trouble. I wasn’t looking to be a hero; I just needed a reset. And the $35,000 bonus didn’t hurt. I figured I’d do my time, stay in the background, and come home with a decent story or two. By then, I’d have college paid for.

But the Army had other plans.

In basic training, I ran fast, didn’t mouth off (much), and kept moving. That turned out to be enough. I finished as an honor grad, which came with Airborne and Ranger contracts. I signed on the dotted line before I really understood what I was getting into. Part of me liked the idea of danger. Maybe I thought chasing the hardest thing possible would prove to my family—a long line of military officers and lawmen—that I was worthy, brave. Maybe I just craved love and belonging.

Growing up in the shadow of authority without empathy meant control passed for love and discipline passed for justice. I didn’t grow up with guidance; I grew up with orders. When I finally made it through the jumps, the rucks, the push-ups, the yelling, the hunger, and the stress, I graduated to the 1st Ranger Battalion of the 75th Ranger Regiment in 2009, and finally earned the coveted tan beret. Normally, that’s where you’d celebrate. But for me, the easy days were over, and they were on back order until further notice.

Arriving at Ranger Battalion at Hunter Army Airfield in Savannah, Georgia, didn’t mean you were done. It meant the Army had softened you like clay, beaten you into submission, prepped you for becoming your final, deadly, barbaric form. A form that knew one thing: Finish the objective or die. That’s when the real test began—the moment that tan beret touched your head.


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