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I_UndergroundPanther

(13,092 posts)
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 01:30 AM Yesterday

I am so fucking sick

This discussion thread was locked as off-topic by GP6971 (a host of the The DU Lounge forum).

Of rich people parasites and fucking republicans and anything conservative. Sick of hate preachers.
Sick of having my head on a swivel when I go outside my apartment. Because I am trans/ nonbinary.Sick of narcissists and sociopaths treated as if they are normal people. Sick of being poor and broke half the month.
Tired of being intelligent and knowing what is coming and what was in vivid detail .Sick of this body its diabeties and other problems. Tired of tooth problems. I guess I am sick of this world because for the most part my life has sucked and been lived alone.

Just so tired. Tired of stress. Tired of struggle, hate rich people, capitalism republicans and conservatives wish they’d just die off. Things just suck day after day after day. And it’s gonna get worse because of that big evil bill…yay more hardship. And not just for me.

I truly believe the world was created by an evil god. An Archon.

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I am so fucking sick (Original Post) I_UndergroundPanther Yesterday OP
Oh I_UndergroundPanther, I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. MIButterfly Yesterday #1
One incident left me reeling I_UndergroundPanther Yesterday #3
Oh my God, that is awful. MIButterfly Yesterday #6
Hope some love from fellow DUers helps. multigraincracker Yesterday #2
For those asking here is Othello I_UndergroundPanther Yesterday #4
What a sweet baby Othello is! SunSeeker Yesterday #5
Thanks I_UndergroundPanther 12 hrs ago #7
I will I_UndergroundPanther 12 hrs ago #8
Locking. No Politics in the Lounge. GP6971 12 hrs ago #9

MIButterfly

(507 posts)
1. Oh I_UndergroundPanther, I am so sorry you are feeling so bad.
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 01:52 AM
Yesterday

I wish I had some words of wisdom or comfort to make you feel better. I know sometimes everything seems hopeless but please know you are a person who has value. I know it's hard when you see what's happening in our country today and how horrible people can be.

But please don't give up. You can always vent to us on DU. Maybe someone smarter than I am can think of things you can do to not feel so hopeless.

How is Othello? I was just thinking not too long ago that I haven't seen any pictures of him lately.

I_UndergroundPanther

(13,092 posts)
3. One incident left me reeling
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 02:31 AM
Yesterday

There was a kitten I was going to adopt .Everyday I would watch him on video. He had curly fur and a face that looked like a little Maine coon I fell hard for him.

He died of neglect from his caretaker. I told her to take him to the vet over and over. She didn’t listen to me.

The kitten developed a prolapse told her to get him to the vet now. Didn’t want her to dilly dally on it. I said to her get him up here she lives 2 hours away and I would cover her gas and take him straight to Dr. Cook.

Then she said it would stress him out too much to drive him for 2 hours and make him worse she put coconut oil on his prolapse as if that would do anything. I hate her right now.

I can’t drive. If I could I would have gotten that baby help on day 1. Then she video calls me to tell me he is dying. That baby was screaming in pain. It felt like he was saying I want to live . It triggered the hell out of me.I was crying so hard for him. I can’t get the images of him screaming in agony when he died out of my head.

Here is his precious face.

MIButterfly

(507 posts)
6. Oh my God, that is awful.
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 03:09 AM
Yesterday

What a horrible thing to happen to that precious baby and for you to witness it all. My heart goes out to both of you. I know it's small comfort, but you did everything you could possibly do.

I know something like that would've triggered me too and stuck with me for a long time.

And excuse my abusive language, but fuck that bitch all to Hell.

multigraincracker

(35,754 posts)
2. Hope some love from fellow DUers helps.
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 02:24 AM
Yesterday

I_UndergroundPanther

(13,092 posts)
4. For those asking here is Othello
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 02:36 AM
Yesterday

My perfect sweetheart

SunSeeker

(55,930 posts)
5. What a sweet baby Othello is!
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 03:07 AM
Yesterday

I can see your heart is broken by so many things in your life. But Othello needs you. And we need you. And most of all, you need you. Please take care of yourself. Get those teeth fixed. Do what you need to do to feel better. I know that's easier said than done, but address one thing at a time, and you'll get there. You are a special soul and you deserve happiness.

Sending hugs!

I_UndergroundPanther

(13,092 posts)
7. Thanks
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 11:07 PM
12 hrs ago

I_UndergroundPanther

(13,092 posts)
8. I will
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 11:13 PM
12 hrs ago

Never be able to afford to fix my teeth. I want to get an optometrist to get a new glasses prescription and get checked for getting a hearing aid hopefully I can get it done before trump and the fucking republicans scum take that away from me too.
I would be using Medicaid as long as I can.

If it’s taken away and I can’t get my meds I am fucked and I will die. Poverty is violence.

GP6971

(35,061 posts)
9. Locking. No Politics in the Lounge.
Thu Jun 5, 2025, 11:40 PM
12 hrs ago

I encourage you to repost in GD.

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